Today's Resolutions.

I will go to the gym today. And I will go see my dance teacher's company perform today.

Awesome Thinspo Blog

I came across a very cool thinspo blog today. http://thinspiration4life2.blogspot.com/ It's all real-life girls, not just airbrushed photos from magazines of models pouting. But real, live girls. Out for walks with friends, watching basketball games, dancing, playing at the beach, etc. It's really inspirational for me.

Workout Trainer?

A couple days ago a friend of mine (who is in shape) offered to train me at the university gym. Once school calms down for me, I might take him up on it. He's fit and knows how to help other people get that way.

Michigan + Red Bracelet

I am currently in Michigan with Boyfriend and two girls for a writing convention. Luckily, it means not much eating (though still too much) and a LOT of walking. And I've been seeing the most beautiful girls here, with their black skinny jeans and long hair and just gorgeous! I am so jealous. I can't help but think that Boyfriend compares me to them all the time. And I'm sure I come up as disgusting in his mind.

Also, I've been thinking about making myself a red bracelet. Just a thin red ribbon knotted around my wrist. I believe that it would help me to cut out food and exercise more, reminding me all the time of why I'm doing what I'm doing. Do you wear a bracelet? Does it help? How do you view it or use it? Do people ever harass you about it?

Dushku

I'm watching Dollhouse. I love Eliza Dushku. She's thin, gorgeous, and has the best badass attitude. Her shoulders are to die for.

More Inspiration

Dance Class

My dance class on Thursday was amazing. We had a combined class, meaning that another modern dance class was with mine for the day. Which means we had about 45 students in one studio. Including a guy from my salsa class and a guy who's transferring to Juilliard. It was so much fun. We were too crowded to do anything extreme, but we did a lot of stretching and warmups. To the point where my legs ached and burned in class, but they felt fine yesterday! I'm feeling so good.

Jealousy

Today, a friend of mine and I were talking during a photo shoot, and she revealed to me that she used to be anorexic. Apparently at the height of it, she was running three miles a day and living on two coffees a day. As much as I hate coffee, I'm jealous.

Binge

Ew. I ate way too much yesterday.

Inspiration

In case you guys needed more ballet inspiration (or you just want to see photos of the most beautiful women on the planet), I had to post a link to this guy's work. He works a lot with the ABT and photographs their principal dancers.

It's incredible!