Inspiration

Exercise + Bad Night + Dance

Tomorrow I may be exercising with some friends of mine. I'm worried, as they're all stronger than me, and mostly guys. But they know what they're doing, so it should be good for me.

Also, the next dance auditions are in just over a month. So little time to prepare!

And I am having such a bad night. Binged yesterday at school, ate too much today, and I am just crying. I'm sitting here alone sobbing over old, old hurts that won't seem to heal. They're hurts that I can't understand or rationalize, and I've spent so much time crying over them.

More Weight Loss

I am, as of last night, at 145.6 pounds.

Inspiration

On The Farm
Bridge
Tractor Beauty
Poolside
Farm Girl
Hay Bales
Parisian
Stair-Stepper
Retro Lace
Prada Lolita
By The Sea
Sailor
Glittering
Heart of Africa
Fringe

Weight Loss!

I'm down another 1/3 pound! 146, baby! And the gym's open until 10 tonight, so I'm going to head back up there later today. I was just feeling dizzy without food, so I came home to grab a slice of pizza and a bottle of water.

Stay skinny!

Down Some More!

I went back up to the gym for about another hour, and when I weighted myself before leaving, I was down to 146.3! Another 1/3 pound gone! And I tried a new stair-stepping machine that I like a lot. I wish I had this much time to work out every day. I'd be in shape so quickly.

Gym + Finally Down!

I just got back from the gym! And when I weighed myself, I nearly cried in joy. 146.6! It's not great, but it's a start. I'm finally down! And I'm planning on going back up there later, as I forgot my racquetball equipment before.

Also, I forgot that the dance auditions were today. I wasn't auditioning at these ones (I'm going in June), but it was weird to see so many people on campus on the weekend. Especially when you add in the mess of young kids at the gym for a kids' track meet.

Azkadellia

This woman is gorgeous!

Illness + Body Hair?

I'm still feeling sick. It seems that no amount of sleep takes my tiredness away, and my throat still hurts, though not as bad as before. But today I've promised myself that I'll go to the gym. I may only be able to do some yoga and power-walking due to the dryness in my throat, but it's better than nothing.

Also, do any of you who restrict find that your body hair grows slower? Because mine is, and that's never happened before. I don't mind at all, but it was weird when I go to shave and realize that I don't have to for another couple of days.

Imagine Yourself Thinner

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