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"10 Delicious Food Duos Under 150 Calories"

An article from iVillage. Thought you'd be interested.

Pants

My size 11 pants, the smallest pants I own and the smallest size I've worn for years, are too big. Just a little, but even with my belt on the tightest notch, they're just big enough to be a bit uncomfortable.

Today! + Red Bracelets

You girls are gonna be so proud of me. I ate nothing today. Well, besides the Mountain Dew I had (280 calories) and a whole ton of cough drops (no nutrition facts, of course). But I'm feeling great! My plan for tomorrow (besides catching up on laundry) is to head to the uni gym for at least two hours and maybe hit up a dance class at the studio if there's anything interesting.

Edit: Even though I put it in the title, I forgot to talk about red bracelets. Can you tell I haven't been sleeping well? Anyway, I picked up a stein of red yarn yesterday and am making red knot bracelets. It's really fun. One of these days I'll start selling them on here (just for whatever you can give, and through PayPal) for some extra spending money.

Edit Number Two: Boyfriend just called. He wants to go get breakfast food at the 24-hour place by us. Guess I will be eating today, because he'd notice if I didn't. But I can burn it off tomorrow!

Racquetball + Weight

I went to my racquetball class for the first time in two-and-a-half weeks. (I hadn't been feeling well, so I didn't go.) I told my teacher that I had been sick and that my immune system sucks, and he told me I should look into taking Vitamin D3 supplements. Have any of you taken them?

Also, I weighed myself at the gym for the first time in over a month. 140.5 pounds. Pretty normal. Need to get back on track if I want to lose that 20.5 pounds to hit my first goal weight.

Purge?

Oh God. I want to purge so fucking bad right now. I only had some pink lemonade and a handful of baked Cheetoes, but I feel so sick. And I still have over two hours left of work.

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Just went over 3,000 views on this blog! Thank you guys so much! It means a lot that you are here reading, thinking, supporting me, and trying to understand me. <3

Apple Juice

I dont like orange juice. However, I drank half a bottle of it yesterday in an attempt to get over this cold. (And yeah, it's just a cold, but my immune system sucks, so even a cold has me wishing I were dead.)

But last night, Boyfriend drank the rest of my orange juice. So this morning I went to the grocery store to buy more cold medicine and more juice. But I don't like orange juice, so I looked at apple juice. Apparently apple juice has, like, no vitamin C at all! So I was checking all the bottles of apple juice looking for vitamin C, and discovered Tropicana's new Trop50 line of juices. The apple juice has 100% RDA of vitamin C and only 50 calories per serving! It's not as sweet, but it's still very good. I filled my water bottle with it so I can drink it during class today. Hopefully I can feel less like death before work tonight.

New Poll

By the way, everyone, there's a new poll up on the right. Go vote!

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Sick

I'm sick again. At least it's just a bad cold this time, but I had to call in sick to work today since I need a near-constant supply of cough drops and tissues. I was planning on fasting today, but I'm going to flood myself with orange juice (which I don't like) instead because it always helps me get better quickly.

What's Happened Since September

• The guy at the bagel place I always go to (who has been real friendly/flirty since summer) is still flirting with me.
• I discovered through a coincidence and a little Facebook stalking that he plays guitar and cello and sings and is in a band.
• Also, he's married.
• Ballet and jazz are going great.
• Both of my dance teachers like me a lot.
• I've become good friends with a couple kids in my ballet class.
• I've been sick a lot.
• I quit my job at the library and now work at a Costco.
• I've been binge eating way too often.
• I told my sister that I've been dealing with eating disorders since high school.

Poll Results #3

Superhero

I feel like a superhero in this underwear.

Also, Boyfriend has taken to tickling my ribcage. It's annoying, since I hate being tickled, but I love knowing that his hands can feel those smooth bones.

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